Nothing Even Matters
Giving weigh to the irrelevant.
Shay ‹𝟹
4/10/20251 min read
I'm giving myself permission to feel different.
The things I give weight to and cling to don't even matter. My brain is always moving, and I am always processing things. Attaching meaning to the input I receive.
Yesterday's conversations, this morning interactions, what I said to "aguyiwasbutwasntinterestedin" last year, and so on. A few months ago, I was sobbing for help from my mind. This was I wrote:
"I'd like to simply be quiet. I feel as if my thoughts are constantly being processed while even more thoughts are stirring up."
I had the desire to progress and was consuming more than enough information to make the move. But I was still seeing myself separate from who I could be.
I come to the revelation again that we don't want to things, to be someone else, or to be someplace else just because. We want this to feel different than what we are feeling now.
This is why the rich aren't the happiest people in the world. Money does not suppress burdens you feel or a racing mind. It may help with external stressors but what about the internal?
It's why lottery ticket winners go broke or feel lack after the high of winning.
Did they tackle their state of mind?
We don't want the things; we want how we think it will make us feel.
Shift how you feel. Learn emotional intelligence.
You have the power to manage how you feel.
You don't have to dwell on negative emotions.
You can feel and return to a neutral peaceful state.